I’m in deep. I’ve taken to worshiping my D&D goddess in real life. Been doing it for weeks, waiting for our next camping to start. I praise her morning and night by ritual and often randomly throughout the day. It’s going to be a lot of fun for me. Heck, it already is.I refuse to play healers or religious folk - that schtick would get old for me within the hour. I did bring a cowbell for my last character. Came in handy now and again
u fukn weirdo! <3I’m in deep. I’ve taken to worshiping my D&D goddess in real life. Been doing it for weeks, waiting for our next camping to start. I praise her morning and night by ritual and often randomly throughout the day. It’s going to be a lot of fun for me. Heck, it already is.
I'm actually not fake hurt. @DomonSomeone's pretty fake upset
Yeah, you're gonna have to thicken your skin up. About a year ago you were lying and bullshitting about things, as addicts do. Those coals are still hot and take a long time for people to forget. Perhaps if you took steps towards building a trust then it will go much better for you. Prior addicts can attest to this process. Going from being an untrustworthy person to a trustworthy person is not a quick thing, nor will it ever go at a pace you want to dictate, because you can't control how people think and feel about you; you can only act consistently over time to influence those thoughts and feelings.
Jehannum still references stuff I said in like 2005. Also I know you don't read the forum but try living down living in your carYeah, you're gonna have to thicken your skin up. About a year ago you were lying and bullshitting about things, as addicts do. Those coals are still hot and take a long time for people to forget. Perhaps if you took steps towards building a trust then it will go much better for you. Prior addicts can attest to this process. Going from being an untrustworthy person to a trustworthy person is not a quick thing, nor will it ever go at a pace you want to dictate, because you can't control how people think and feel about you; you can only act consistently over time to influence those thoughts and feelings.
Over 10 years ago I did an epic thing in the name of hunger and expedition - namely, a sandwich travelled in my purse all the way on a 2 day drive from Virginia to Florida. To this day my sandwich purse is thrown in my face in a misguided attempt to shame me for my greatness.
Your shame is too fresh to give up on referencing. You ought to get used to it imo.